Smile (: Move On

IT’S 2AM! AND I HAVE TO LEAVE HOME IN 6 HOURS FOR TIONG BAHRU! GOOD BYE TUMBLR AND HELLO TUMBLER. OFF TO CHURCH CAMP AND A WEEK AT TRAINING TOUR.

Take care Jams! Enjoy your trip!

Six training sessions in four days and I survived!!! *pats my back*

With the new curfew, I almost skipped 3 dinners on consecutive days. I persuaded my mother to give me and extension today, so I wouldn’t need to skip dinner for  the third time. In the end, I had dinner alone. Okay not really, I went find HOT who was studying with her friend at Mcs.

HOT was really sweet today. She was bored and baked potatoes for me >< I LIKE. I LOVE. She walked all the way down from her house with a container of bacon chips and two small potatoes and sour cream! HAHA I reminded her not to get me fresh cream, cos I had diarrhoea the previous time I had that. In the end, the sour cream was left in the sun for about 2 hours and I threw it away, afraid that it was spoiled. HEEEEE. I visited her after finishing my potatoes and made her walk me back to Mcs.

OHH ON THE WAY HOME, I SAW A CLEAR SKY!!! IT WAS STARGAZING TIME. MY USUAL 2MIN WALK FROM THE BUS STOP BECAME 10MIN ;D HAHA I STOPPED EVERY FEW STEPS TO LOOK AT THE SKY AND SPUN ROUND IN CIRCLES. THANKFULLY, THERE WERE NO VEHICLES COMING MY WAY. I even called a friend to share the moment. Awesome.

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HEAL! IN JESUS’ NAME!

I’m almost done packing for the trip, but I’ve yet to feel the excitement. Maybe I will on Friday night.

Tired much SUCK MUCH!

Double trained today. Got lectured by M before leaving the house D: I wonder why I’m so affected by what she says D: I really wanted to cry my way to training on the bus, but I held back my tears and boarded the bus. RARRRR. I hate myself for torturing myself like this. Worst still, I brought my feelings onto court. I got caught tearing. Troubled me plus own expectations equals to a breaking down Me. GAHHH.

Okay, no more negatives. I shall only post positives from now.

YAY thank goodness training was at BHCC and not CCAB. Had to rush home AGAIN after training and it took me about 40min (: YES! I made it home before 10pm :D Last week, I was 10 min late. Today, I’m 15min early (; ALL RIGHTT!!!! The bus comes at 9:08pm (: Had no proper dinner waiting for me at home, so I cooked half boiled egg again >< I just submerged my egg in hot water and waited (: TEEHEE. I’m in love with half boiled eggs >< So tempting to go cook another, but there’ll be no more if I were to do so.

Dear LORD, amidst all the busyness and agony and lethargy and melancholy (LOL) and annoyance I CHOOSE TO REJOICE AND BE GLAD. 1 Thess 5:15-18 ’ Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is GOd’s will for you in Christ Jesus.’ Philippians 3:13b-14 ‘Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward  the goal  to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.’ Philippians 4:13 ‘Whatever I have, whenever I am, I can  make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am.’ JIAYOU to MYSELF, I’m not alone.

I told myself that I won’t see someone in a long while, but after 10 days, I couldn’t resist and started communicating and requesting for outings. Hurhur. Regardless of what’s happening in our lives, somehow, we (or maybe it’s just me) will find some way to meet up some how. Opposites attract, I guess.

Is life spelt T-R-A-I-N-I-N-G ? :/
Sian-half. I’ve been training and training and training. I wanted to work this holiday, but I have no time for that. I don’t even have enough rest every day. Maybe I need more time management skills :C Balance training, rest, family, friends. I’ve been ranting here for the past few weeks about how tired I am. Here I am, still tired… I figured I’m never going to do a PB in track until I stop handball. I have yet to talk to my coaches about it.

I will resist to post about trainings or tiredness for the next few days.