June 2010
5 posts
I think I know what’s wrong.
I used to find joy in serving people. There’s this indescribable joy that overflows.
Now, gone. I haven’t been serving for a long time.
I’m searching deep for that heart of compassion I once had.
Something I thought I’d never understand…
why people who don’t exercise regularly find it so difficult to do start.
GAHH the last thing i’ll ever to after A’s is to stop training, period.
Brothers!
HAHAHA. I just so happen to see some guy singing on tv. He had a curled mohawk hairstyle. I laughed and commented out loud that it wasn’t nice. Then, I casually asked my mother if I could cut mohawk after A’s. She laughed and said I could if I get all my As. I replied, i’ll cut before I get my results. She didn’t say no.
If you guys still have mohawk hairstyle...
I went out with BLANK the other day. She asked me what I’d want to do after A’s, something along that line. All I thought of was training… She asked me again, unsatisfied with my answer and gave examples of what normal people would want to do after A’s. HAHA I guess that’s my life, training and more training.
Do I really want to go back to training? What sport am I...
May 2010
8 posts
My God is this Big
For the past week, the weather had been awesome, really. Sunny, windy… haha okay actually, it was too good. The weather was perfect for the Youth Sports Conference. Mostly, it was really hot and humid. To feel more comfortable, it was optimal that the participants attended the various talks and dialog sessions. Haha because the LTs PT and Hall were air conditioned X) At the rehearsals and...
LOOKING AT MY GREEN MAN.
Maybe it’s for my own good that I’m left out (:
Singapore's tallest slide opens to public at...
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SINGAPORE : Changi Airport is exploring new heights with its latest attraction - the Slide@T3. At four storeys high, it is Singapore’s tallest slide. For the acrophobic, you may want to give it a miss. But for adventure seekers, it is 12 metres of...
Home based learning started forty-five hours ago and will be ongoing for the next twenty-seven hours. HAHA I don’t know what’s going on and I won’t be home tomorrow to check my email and do the learning at home. GG to me (:
I can’t believe i’m staying this… At the rate i’m eating and not working out, i’m getting fat. I’ve lost muscle mass and...
GHOST WHISPERER'S ADDICTIVE. :O
“Shepherd of my soul,
I give You full control
Wherever You may lead
I will...”
“I want to walk with you everyday of my life
to talk with you in the good and...”
– Lover Of My Heart
April 2010
15 posts
Singapore's 5 best breakfast sets →
I trained so hard and put in so much effort, time, tears, sweat but achieved nothing. I thought I had already moved on… but when BLANK started the topic, all the emotions came back. GAHHHH I really wanted a medal. I’ve wronged so many people by not achieving it D: really wish I didn’t involve myself with so many things, that way I’d have less to handle. :/ Sucks. Sighhhhhh....
“ten years down the road will be our turn to walk down the red carpet with prince...”
Singapore, the world's greatest city. →
1. Take a morning walk of gratitude. It will create a fertile mind ready for success.
2. Transform adversity into success by deciding that change is not your enemy but your friend.
3. Make a difference to the lives of others.
4. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present...
I found out that my phone’s ebuddy doesn’t receive all the messages my friends send me… Apologies if i’ve ignored your messages. I shall not go online on my phone any more. Oh and facebook’s sucking the life outta me. I can’t get myself to study D:
I should stop distracting myself by visiting the goldilocks training blog any more…
“The will to win isn’t enough; you need to be willing to do what ever is...”
– One Minute Motivator
After one and a half weeks of not going to school...
I hope I’m able to transit back into study mode fast.
A: how do you think we stand for 4 by 4?
B: don't need to think, believe can already.
Rant
Lord, I’m tired, really. This track season has been tough and I really wonder how life would be like if I were to be settled with SA. Yes VJ has it’s name and all… But VJ track and field, that’s something else… VJ track and field 2010, that’s even more something else. Do you get what I mean? It’s tough. It’s tough. What will life be like if I stayed...
A: I think I quite loner...
B: never mind, got me can already.
March 2010
12 posts
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
Between A Dream Life And A Dream Job →
“Because I can’t change my family, I can’t change my education, my...”
– Merry Riana
March hols twenty-ten.
No life (live). I’m not use to being this free, this lonely. I wonder where the bubbly-noisy-playful-outgoing-me has gone. Sighhh. Good bye march hols. It’s the only holiday that I can be this relaxed. BLEAH A’s in 7months time.
Positives in the negatives
Would you rather be very very poor or live a lonely life and die unknown?
“Believe it and you will see it. Imagine yourself achieving your goals, and your...”
– One Minute Motivator
“Moderation is the key. Don’t try to do too much of whatever you are trying...”
– One Minute Motivator
“Just as your car runs more smoothly and requires less energy to go
faster and...”
– Brian Tracy
“Every one in the world is looking for love… and true love is found in God.”
– Ebuddy Ad
“Scientists in Germany have discovered that men who are stressed make an...”
– ARE YOU STRESSED? LOLLL
http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/articles/20100310085443/Article/index_html
“Women who drink a couple of glasses of red wine, beer or spirits a day are...”
– Now you’ve got an excuse for drinking ><
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/health/view/1042333/1/.html
January 2010
46 posts
About 1825 days (5 years) of running as an athlete for the school(s).
Today, I’m no more.
Once again, I’ve wronged my team, my teachers, my school.
moved.
I’m immature. I’m running away.
429 days as a handball player. Today, 29 Jan 2010, i’m no more. I’ve wronged the team, I’ve wronged my coach, I’ve wronged my country. Sorry, maybe I shouldn’t have joined to begin with. Maybe.
BLEAH
Okay, this is for real. I think I left my watch in the toilet at Suntec ICC when I went to change to get ready. D: I hope a kind soul returned the lost so it can be found. I shall pray now.
Posting of schools will be out tomorrow!
Had a huge scolding yesterday. Parents kept on asking why I am so confident and that i’m not bucking up now… I had the answer almost immediately. It’s because I have God. I can do all things in the one who makes me who I am. With God no fear mannn.
:/ I wonder why I don’t have the guts to say that a loud :/
True enough. This beautiful morning, when I woke up. I knew that...
“God is above all. He’s stronger.”
– The weak.
I'm a let down. Sorry.
M: tomorrow you come home straight after school. Next few days, no going anywhere.
An answered prayer
Few weeks ago, MOE informed the school that they cannot touch me for Interschool. The news was broken to me by Teoh. I was calm and composed, unlike my two other friends who got the news just 5min before me. They were (exaggerated) devastated. Thanks to brother, I was aware of this before hand. I just didn’t know the exact details and had yet to find out more then.
(sidetrack: my stomach...
It’s almost 2 months since you’ve graduated… RANDOM, I WANNA WRITE LETTERS TO YOU AGAIN!!!!! D: O; I can’t activate my postman any more. Now have to activate the real postman from Singapore Post. LOL. GAHHHH. I’m lacking the vitamin-U.
The last time we met was… After TW trip, that’s one and a half hours months ago. I’m missing you already. Maybe...