Apr
25
I trained so hard and put in so much effort, time, tears, sweat but achieved nothing. I thought I had already moved on… but when BLANK started the topic, all the emotions came back. GAHHHH I really wanted a medal. I’ve wronged so many people by not achieving it D: really wish I didn’t involve myself with so many things, that way I’d have less to handle. :/ Sucks. Sighhhhhh. When I cried, it wasn’t those people I went to for comfort, but instead others. I chose to gave them my attention and all, but I heart was somewhere else. AHHHHHHHHHH.
A janitor. I serve people who give me shit. How I wish…
